Hello, it's 1:39am. soon it's going to be 2am.

Well, i can't sleep properly just yet. but it's a lucky thing that holidays are here.

*clapping hands*

it's been almost a month I've yet to update my blog. busy i guess or nothing to elaborate.

but now I'm not busy instead I'm bored. I online Fb, nobody want to chat except for Rasta Man Aikal ♥ okay shall my story.

I'm single, yes single. since early April, well it's going to be 2 months I'm single. I'm proud, yes. but i contacted one guy, which i know him from last year. we are more close than before, & we treat each other as Besties. so i have 1 male & 1 female Bestie. yay! :D I don't roam around with boys pretty lately, cos I don't like & I suck at entertain guys. I look like Sec 1, I'm not matured enough for older guys. lol (: okay back to my point, the guy whom I contacted with.

I don't even know how we got close. we texted everyday, I feel like "oh my gosh" haha! k da merepek izyani. well, we fought not once but twice. he forgive me, he persuade me & all that. i was really touched, i do forgive him. he always brightened my day, even brighter than the sun. lol jk sweet talks(: but now, he's sick. so we seldom text. I stupidly waited for his text from day to night. not even one message from him. so i decided to take the move first. like finally he reply! i was totally disappointed, not really disappointed but hell yeah i was sad la kan. it's like we're back to strangers again, ): i texted you around 12+ just now, you replied. i was happy, at least you have the courage to reply me back. ugh the feeling man the feeling! ^^

I was told to wait for you to forgot about ure ex first, so yes i will wait. you kept on saying you wanted to move on, but when? i was like, no one is stopping you to move on dear. duh! just move on la bodoh. what for want to say "i want to move on, but how?" it's not the person matters, it's the heart that matters. if you wanna let go, let go. take one step at a time. nothing will get in between you. trust me, moving on takes time if you truly love someone. (: hello, I'm ure Girlbestie of course i will always by ure side ♥

oh yes speaking of "by ure side", you weren't there when i need you. I'm always being down, moody & unhappy. but i need you be there, you said you will always be there for me. YOU SAID ALWAYS. now, you are not. that shuts me down. i almost broke down when you didn't text. even if you online Fb, you wouldn't wanna chat wimme. dishearten me baby!

Online Fb boleh, tapi message/reply orang tak boleh? pandai eh. phone campak jauh'jauh sua.

sorry for being sarcastic, orang dah marah nak buat apa kan.

trololol :O

In twitter♥ I've always talk about you, but you don't seem to care. my phone is #foreversilent.

sedih uh babe ): next time, do it again ok. maintain like this ok. i don't mind ok. ishk irritating pe 'ok' aku nie! k da bye.

well, this is dedicated to you Boiibestie ♥

I'll text you to read this after publishing it.

*for you, Boiibestie (':*

✌ out, eezanie.