" i wish i don't have to fake my laugh & smiles. I'm faking it all. "

Hello guys. that picture i looked like I'm acting to be a cheerful/happy girl.
fake a smile. as always~

sho yeah,I've been away for 10 days. yippee! & 10 more days! :D ugh. i shouldn't get excited. seriously. what for i need to get excited when we only together for 8 months? stop counting eezanie! >:( i am mad pissed. k sftu.

sho yeah,school has been fun,really. didn't expect this man. i got to teared & shared my stories to most of the guys. cos they are the ones who has been cheering me up. thanks guys! ♥ i owe you guys big time! & not forgetting my dearest Neneng♥ ugh. i can't live without you guys. i am touched! (':

yesterday was Valentines day. quite a fun day even though there are teenagers holding rose. ugh! shut the crap up please. after school,went to meet Khaliqahsxc & her friends to celebrate Cheekiat's birthday. wah syiok (Y) met them at Compass Point KFC. saw Eqinn♥ Filzah♥ Atyyqa♥ aw,hugged Eqinn♥ i miss her like damn fuck k. k great. then off to Sculpture Garden. got one Indian male shouting at us "go back!" not only us. other teenagers too! siao boy. hah! then we went to the opposite side. ate the birthday cake that Sabrinaaoii♥ bought for Cheekiat. had a damn laughter with them! hah. & pity Sabrinaaoii,she's still upset. i hugged her! :'D was happy la kan. k stfu eezanie! :x blabla. around 5+,walked to the opposite Sculpture Garden. bought drinks & waiter for Faith & co. ugh! sumpah I'm lost. tsktsk! sho lazy what happened to type. (singlish! :O) i meant,sho lazy to type what had happened. hahahahahha! :DDDD while walking back home,Danish called-.- guess what? i was super fed up & i talked to him SARCASTIC-ly! Khaliqah & Syarah said i talked like a minah -'- seriously,fed up siuls! sampai i said this to Danish, "KAO ANGKAT KAKI SEKARANG,KAO JALAN PY SENGKANG!!" hah! SHO FANATIC -.- got a heart-broken text message. i don't mind. was home & otp with Alam. told him what happened. ugh! he's a great good advicer. i loike♥ blablabla. didn't eat cos no mood. cried for the whole night & i sleep alone. Kakak went to P5 camp! i got to know LAST MINUTE.

sho today? ugh. fuck. patched with 25 back early in the morning. then got fire drill -.- sho hot okay. we need to stand/squat on the grass with the bright sun! sho hot okay. then we camwhored,hahahha! tweet for awhile & bleahsxc. played basketball during P.E. i don't know why I'm sho 'happy'. my shell bracelet broke into pieces & Amirah helped me to fixed it at her house. sho the thing is with her. thank you Amirah! apologize to Zul about the bracelet. ugh! fed up sungguh man!! Science,woohoo! relieve teacher. then we camwhored using Irfanah's iTouch. love it man. copied answers & done. Maths lesson,Neneng♥ did for me nail polish hot pink. i loike. hah. after school,went to Compass Point & GOT FED UP. MENYESAL BABE. otp with Alam about what happened. he also sad okay. cheer up bro! :P

fuck my life. ugh. sweet words. sweet talks. sweet looks. i don't give a fuck.
I've yet to bathe. i lazy pleas! d: k wtf. now watching Satu Famili. remembering those times! ishk! geram babe! k dah lepas pun. dah diam.

✌ out, eezanie.